I actually believe there are elites that do know what lies ahead and transhumanism and the hive mind might be their attempt at creation or maybe avoidance. I think there are others too, those who have died, been dead for hours in many cases, and have been sent back to report what they’ve seen, some good, some not.
I agree with you wholeheartedly, your relationship with God is personal. Must have been hard for your dad.
My son is a Dr. with 3 medical degrees, and I’m in the same position at the moment.